My Dear Followers,
First of all, I want to apologise for my very weak English. I hope You will get the point of my post without concerning about mistakes.
After a not long time with blogging I’ve decided to close my tumblr. Well, maybe not exactly “close”, but I won’t be using this page anymore. I guess none of You will be asking “why” I made such a decision, but I write it anyway, for my own satisfaction.
I spent many years of my life alone, without no good friend, no good parent, and no boyfriend. I couldn’t live openly to my friends, family and people, without being judged all the time. I tried to be good to everyone, I wanted to help everyone, but in result all I got from almost all of them were lies. Well, I guess I’m not good enough and not pretty enough to be with/among them. Tumblr was the place where I thought I will make something, where I could feel better, letting anyone know what person I really am. Even here I found that I will never fill the emptiness inside me. This page didn’t helped me. I always was alone, so I’ve decided to stay in this loneliness to my 27th birthday, when I’ll join the Club 27. Or much earlier… It’s not a joke. I won’t turn back. I was born in the wrong times. My life’s just something that must be ended, I can’t stand anything anymore… I just don’t care. I’m a fucking faggot. No one will miss me. And I don’t even want to cry…
I hope we’ll see each other in our next lifes. To anyone who’ll read this: be strong, and don’t give up. I let this blog to be my ‘internet gravestone’. You are the only one/s I say goodbye to.
Thank You. Goodbye.
And there will come a time, you’ll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.